CHARLESTON, Benjamin Ozzy

[benjamin ozzy charleston]

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ALL AROUND ME ARE FAMILIAR FACE, WORN OUT PLACES, WORN OUT FACES

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BRIGHT AND EARLY FOR THEIR DAILY RACES, GOING NOWHERE, GOING NOWHERE!
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WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME?
Benjamin Ozzy Charleston
DO YOU HAVE ANY NICKNAMES?
Benji, Ben, Benny
WHERE IS BIRTH PLACE?
London, UK
THAT MAKES YOUR NATIONALITY...
British
WHEN IS YOUR BIRTH DATE
October 30th
HOW OLD DOES THAT MAKE YOU?
17
WHAT IS YOUR RELIGION?
Was born in Mormon family, but is Atheist
WHAT IS YOUR SEXUALITY?
Heterosexual
WHAT GRADE ARE YOU IN? (OR JOB DO YOU HAVE?)
First year
WHAT DO YOU OR PLAN ON MAJORING?
Photography, psychology
WHO DO YOU BEST RESEMBLE?
Chris Dakota

IT'S A VERY, VERY, MAD WORLD!
THEIR TEARS ARE FILLING UP THEIR GLASSES, NO EXPRESSION, NO EXPRESSION.
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WHO INSPIRES YOU THE MOST?
Johnny Cash. . .shut up
WHY DO THEY INSPIRE YOU?
He's went through hell and back. For pretty much half his life he was living in the drug scene and really fucking up his future, but cleaned himself up and finally found the love of his life. He grew old with her and became successful and well-known once more. After the death of his beloved June, he was so lost without her, he passed on too.
Truly, a great man
WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE SUPERHERO?
Spiderman
WHY ARE THEY YOUR FAVORITE?
He's friendly but can kick your ass if he really wanted to
WHAT DO YOU ENJOY?
Well being a guy and being a straight one at that, of course I like girls. I'm family oriented though, and children seem to always make me smile, they're just so curious and innocent. I'm not a vain person, but I happen to adore my name, I'm so happy I got a good name!
Even though I'm strictly a straight guy, I like eyeliner, skinny jeans, being pale and hair products. Maybe I'm metrosexual, ever considered that?
I enjoy reading, hand me a good, long chapter book and I'll be shut away until I'm done it. If that doesn't keep me out of your way, give me a joint or something, me and mary-jane are good friends.
Music! I can not live, breathe or think without my music. Take my ipod away, and I may not be so kind anymore. I live for my music, it has kept me going for a long time now, I don't intend to let it go. Preferbly screamo, death metal, heavy metal, etc. I like my techno, electronic and industrial music too. Don't try to get me to listen to something like Jessica Simpson's shitastic tunes, I'm not into that.
I wish I was able to have some dogs, or cats, I love animals. Honestly, I'm a animal guy, they just make me feel content when I'm around them, they'll never judge you or call you names, they just sit there and love you for what you are.
WHAT DO YOU NOT ENJOY?
If you even dare to abuse an animal, child or woman, I swear, I'll take a knife to your throat. I hate abusers, I wish they didn't exist in our world, but what can you do but just flip them off when you see them? Another thing that bothers me is girls crying =( I hate seeing them cry, I don't know what it is, but when a girl starts crying, I'm instantly there to help them.
I hate my father with a passion, oh, and my twin brother Sven. I'll tell you a bit more about them later on.
Homophobics bother me. No, not because I'm gay, because I'm not. I just hate that they can't just get over someone that loves the same sex as them. Big deal! Let people love who they want, there shouldn't be a rule to who you can love!
I like marijuana, but not alcohol. Ick, it's gross beyond the sickest level. One reason could be because alot of guys get all up-in-your-face when drunk. Confrontation isn't my thing. Plus, after a long time of drinking, you'll wake up with a huge hangover and a messy, digusting room. Dirty rooms, nuh uh, don't even attempt to fuck my room up.
WHAT DO YOU FEAR MOST?
The dark. I am terrified of the dark, well, being alone in it. I just keep thinking theres something hiding in it, I know it sounds childish, but seriously, tis scareh.
Being threatened with a knife, or a knife being pointed at me in general. Brings up past memories, please don't do it
WHAT ARE YOUR GOALS IN LIFE?
I really would like to finish up school and get into photography or become a therapist. I use to want to be a screamer for a band, but hey, that was little teen dreams. Now I think realistic dreams.
I want to eventually get married, have kids. Hah, I know, I don't look like the family type. I am though.
WHAT ARE YOUR FLAWS?
Okay. . I'll admit it. Huge push-over. Really, I hate seeing people cry, if you even get your eyes watering, I'll be the one to do something to make you happy, no matter what it is.
Uhm, I'm sort of slow in math if I must say. I've always been in the lower classes for math, y'know? The slow classes. .for slow kids. . where you pretty much do math work that you learned in Grade 5. Mhm, thats where I am. I only know my basics really good. Adding, subtracting, some division and multiplication. The rest is really deserted.
I don't ask questions often, unless I really am curious or worried. This makes me fall back alot in classes when I don't understand something. I just can't ask questions really, I hate feeling stupid, and sometimes I believe my questions have a very obvious answer. I don't want to look like an ass.
WHAT ARE YOUR TURN ONS?
I like girls that are sort of edgy, only because those have always been the girls that were attracted to me. Tattoos & piercings are amazing, just not a whole crapload of them, because then you start looking trashy. Green eyes or topaz eyes are gorgeous, I think, they look killer on a pale face. Confidence and being optimistic is a huge thing with me. I hate it when a girl is negative and hates herself, if you can't love yourself, how can I?
Natural and not cakey. If you wear make-up, specially cover-up, don't be wearing so much that you can tell that you are. Seriously, you might as well dump your face in a bowl of cake batter, it'll be just the same.
Can you please, please, be proud to walk around with me? I know I'm not the biggest catch, but if you're dating me, there has to be a reason why and you should be able to be in public with me. You have to be able to stand being stared at alot, or get odd looks, cause yeah, look at me, haha.
WHAT ARE YOUR TURN OFFS?
Fake. Anything that was enhanced by surgery or some sort of cosmetic needle is just sickening. Could you not accept yourself before? Or is your idol Barbie?
If you're a material girl, get away from me. I like shopping and such, but I'm not obsessed with buying the most expensive things out there. I hate it when a girl is always trying to get me to buy them things, I have money, but not that much. Plus, half the time it'll be things that will get thrown out when the relationship ends. I'll be sure to buy you things if I know it'll remain with you forever.
If you stare at the mirror constantly or think you're the hottest thing that has walked the earth, I'm more likely to give you a sideways glance and walk away. Yes, you're stunning, but you aren't better than everyone else. Get over yourself.
WHAT IS YOUR BEST MEMORY?
My twin, Sven, telling off a bunch of big bulky guys when they were picking on me. Mhm, pretty lame, eh? I didn't have much for good memories, but that was the one that stuck to me, since Sven and I never get along. That one act meant alot to me
WHAT IS YOUR WORST MEMORY?
Erm. Well, when my father nearly killed me, putting the knife against my throat and chest. Lots of stitches and the scars remain.
WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF IN 10 YEARS?
Hopefully with a girl thats going to be with me forever. Maybe children, I'd like to settle down at this point and age. I think it'll happen too. Possibly in a career thats in photography or maybe being a therapist.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF!
I'm a really calm person, not really speaking up often and usually avoiding any major conversations with anyone. I don't really speak with many, like I spoke of before, but thats just because I'm majorly shy, unless you're obviously upset. I'm a very, very, very caring guy, and will aid anyone that looks to be down. It could be some sumo wrestler and I'd still come and see if they needed anything, thats just me.
Being shy is probably the worst quality about Me, because since I don't speak up for myself often, I get pushed around alot. I'll do anything to keep a smile on someones face, and won't hesitate to do so, so this makes me a huge push over. Honestly, you can get me to do anything for you if you threaten to drop a tear.
I won't leave anyone's side if they are emotionally wrecked, I've pulled plenty of all nighters just simply holding someone or wiping away tears. I'm good at just being there, sort of like a dark teddy bear, haha.
Don't get the wrong impression that I won't take a stand though. Contrary to being shy and soft spoken, I'm very protective over my friends and closer family members, and will surely put up a good fight if you attack any of them in any matter. I'm no longer shy when you cross the line of going after the ones I respect and love the most. I do, however, tend to stay physically non violent. Even though I'm packing quite a bit, I don't like using it unless I must, usually I'll just speak up and handle it that way. I can be pretty scary when I'm mad.
I am very gentle and hold everything as if it's a fragile piece of glass that will shatter with the littlest pressure. I have good balance and can handle many things at once without gripping them like I'm holding on for dear life. My outlook on things are that they are fragile and breakable and that I should be careful and treat them delicately. Being human, animal or an object, I tend to treat them all carefully. Some people find this extremely odd with me, but I only do it because I learned just how easily bones can break, I have a huge fear that I'll hurt someone or something, and wishes not to.
I will most likely be the most serene human being you'll meet, my mask of pale white will never crack into a smile, and if it does, its a genuine smile. I smirk alot, but not often will I break my lips apart. You'll also noticed that I don't like looking into male's eyes, this is from past reasons, I can't overcome this fear unless I'm agitated enough. My eyes will always unviel my hidden thoughts and emotions, be sure to try to get a peek at them, you may have a difficult time if you are a guy though.
I don't enjoy being randomly hugged without warning, it makes my nerves spike and I may just let out what is called a 'Squeal'. Yes, a freaking squeal. This is only because my nerves are always on the edge, so sudden noises and touches causes me to react with either a little noise, gasp or jump.

IT'S A VERY, VERY, MAD WORLD!
THE DREAMS IN WHICH IM DYING ARE THE BEST I HAVE EVER HAD.
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WHO IS YOUR MOTHER? HOW OLD IS SHE? WHAT DOES SHE DO?
Jennifer Charleston, whos 49. She's an Avon lady for London, usually around the neighborhood I was raised in.
WHO IS YOUR FATHER? HOW OLD IS HE? WHAT DOES HE DO?
Ugh. Joseph Charleston, also 49. Old prick he is. He's a trucker for some company, not sure what its called, all I know is that he's a big macho guy there.
DO YOU HAVE ANY BROTHERS?
Only one brother. My twin, Sven Charleston. He's of course the same age as me and everything. I honestly don't know where he is right now, he sort of moved out even though he's not 18 yet, and we haven't heard from him since.
DO YOU HAVE ANY SISTERS?
Haha, yes. I have many:
Sarah Charleston, 21, Waitress
Raven Demoore, 24, Housewife
Jessica Charleston, 20, In college
Anna Charleston, 20, Stripper <-- Moved to Las Vegas
Tammi Charleston, 21, Pornstar
Brandy Horton, 23, Housewife
They all live in London. Except for Anna, of course.

ANY OTHER RELATIVES I SHOULD KNOW ABOUT?
Nope
DO YOU HAVE A JOB?
Alienate Design
The Stables Market
Camden Town
WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
In a house along Cromwell Road
TELL ME ABOUT YOUR PAST!
On October 30th, the Charleston family was finally gifted with a baby boy. Well, two to be exact, twin boys were held in Jennifer Charleston's arms. Joseph was overjoyed with the final success of having at least one boy, two was even better. He didn't want a bunch of girls living in the household, he wanted the family name to be carried on.
Right from the time I was able to remember anything, Me and Sven would probably have to say that our first memory would be the often absence of our father for our first 5 years of living. We were joyful and jumpy things, getting along often, except that I was much more shy and careful about things and Sven wasn't. When we turned 7, we found that our father came home more, but would linger in the sheds outside and get pounded drunk with good ol' whiskey. Even though drinking is strickly a sin in the Mormon religion, Joseph broke it every night. It didn't bother us much though, for he never got physical. . yet. All of the Charleston children were homeschooled until grade 5. I struggled with math, whereas Sven strived in it. This is when we became very different.
At age 12, this is both the time when we began to figure out the whole labeling thing and the harsh reality of teenagers critisism and also when we learned who our father truly was. I wasn't pleased with our father, but Sven idolized his power and control over the family. Sven aimed to always be the pet of the man of the house, I, however, decided to go against him and stand up for the girls. Joseph attempted to force me to believe that women were here for a few simple things: Making children, cleaning and cooking. I refused to believe in any of it, often speaking over my father's authority and recieving beatings for it after the matter. Sven merely sat in the shadow of our father with a dark smirk, he knew he wasn't going to try to challenge such a powerful man, he wanted to learn from him.
Sven became more aggressive to me during this time, following his father's footsteps when he was away. I would often be locked in the closet and would cry out for help, Sven blocking the door so no one could possibly let me out. The girls, even though they were older than him, were scared of him. It would be like touching the apple on the garden of Eden's tree if they were to get Sven to move, a punishment from Joseph would surely follow after from Sven ratting them out. I became used to this abuse, growing silent and not speaking up anymore, as much as I wanted to most of the time, I sat in silence like a broken dog.
When I hit 17, I grew tired of watching my mother and sisters being tossed around by a vicious drunk Joseph while Sven sat back watching with the most dull expression. I no longer wanted to sit back and do nothing, I wanted to help again. The last straw was plucked when Joseph decided to throw Jennifer against a hot stove, causing her hands to get burned. This is when I snapped, throwing myself onto Joseph with the anger I had been holding in for several years, letting out punches I didn't know I was capable of. Sven found this fairly entertaining, watching it unfold, he knew who was going to win. Joseph found a handy tool, a cutting knife, using it against me along the throat and chest. No one is sure if Joseph's intentions were to kill me, but they grew quiet once more after I recieved the stitches and came back home. Again, I fell into the pit of locked jaws and cuffed wrists. I don't want to be there, but I don't want to die either. Luckily, Joseph stopped his violent beatings on the girls, who began to move out one by one.

IT'S A VERY, VERY, MAD WORLD!
HIDE MY HEAD I WANT TO DROWN MY SORROWS, NO TOMMOROW, NO TOMORROW
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THE ROLEPLAYER!

NAME/ALIAS
Crystal (AKA CcrystalMmeth)
AGE
15
GENDER
Female
EXPERIENCE
Heh. 5 Months. I've been writing since I was 10 though, so I'm skilled
CONTACT INFO
Email me, or PM me
TIME ZONE
Mountain Time
RULE PHRASE
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IT'S A VERY, VERY, MAD WORLD!
CHILDREN WAITING FOR THE DAY THEY FEEL GOOD, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY
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